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April 12th, 2014

king.

queen.

jack

jackin

jackie blue

lives her life from inside of her room

ooh jackie what fun you would (have) had

you pretend

that it doesn’t matter and that

you don’t care

so what

you went through switzerland?

you bought some attractive boots?

what is the female body made to do?

maybe it’s a virus

a virus of infection

infectious laughter from the gods

you think you are superior

women are made to be mothers

the maiden the mother and the crone that’s grown old

it’s OK that the good times roll

let the good times roll

let the

good.

times.

roll.

she’s so beautiful now

she doesn’t wear no shoes.

(OK i borrowed some lyrics from a time of good music

when that most beautiful woman in the world from the East

found her happiness when her husband had sense enough to fuck her

until she got pregnant several times

if the idiotic insult comics on the evil idiotic TV set had the evil intention to put down a father of a growing family

a successful musician

a good man,

may God curse those who try to curse others.  myself included.  if i do so.

may God curse no one.  may God curse no one.

but i am tired of a dualistic computer game having to do with “CONTROL”

which, brought to its logical conclusion, will once again lead to a French Revolution,

the guillotine,

the infinite “OUT OF CONTROL” element

because the idiots tried to infinitize the “CONTROL” element

instead of “decision making by consensus”

or “the round table” of king arthur

listen to our american indian brothers and sisters.

the white race tends to destroy itself with its own foolishness, as with atlantis

what’s the big deal about becoming a shaman

and getting in touch with what the Spirits of Nature and Above are trying to tell us?

science and technology merely is a form of sadism to torture both animals and human beings.

chess or Story?

April 12th, 2014

given a choice, i tend to think i would rather have the Story (book, opera) of Les Miserables by Victor Hugo than a simple (yet complex?) (and frustrating) game of chess.

God bless you, angel in a movie.  because you think you look angelic in that movie, you think just the opposite must be true, you must make jokes about being “no angel,” etc.  people like you.  women like you.  do you miss the days of chivalry, when men would fight each other if a joke was made about a woman’s honour?

instead, we live in a day and an age somewhat of satanism.  yet how can we be so sure of what is approved of or not approved of by God?  please do not resort to blowing anything up, or as one rap music musician raps, “i blow up shopping centers by remote control.”  such music is completely worthless, along the same likes as 9/11.  yet where are the roots of 9/11?   where are the roots of the boston bombing?  where and how do the lines of causation exist that lead either to 9/11 or the boston bombings?  nevertheless, if you know or do not know, if your heart is true, you must realize the heroic nature of those who risk their very lives to save the lives of others.  the police.  etc.  security.  on all levels.

the pseudo-demonic look from the music torture dude

March 25th, 2014

did i just imagine that?  maybe it was just a dream

hospitality runs both ways, from guest to host and from host to guest

March 25th, 2014

i was in the front of a group of relatives at a restaurant.  the poor over-worked and under-paid waitress smiled at me and patiently and politely told me she would not bring us to our table unless i smiled.  i smiled.  she brought us to the table.  my brother joked with me that the fault had been hers, that she was “strange” but i think both he and i knew that it was my arrogance that had put a blank expression on my face, as if there was something “superior” about my family.  another time a doctor said to me, “the Lord will destroy the house of the proud.”

7000 OR 9000 YEARS IN THE FUTURE IS THERE A WAR OR AN UNSTEADY PEACE?

March 13th, 2014

yo yo yo!

March 7th, 2014

what is my mission?

January 26th, 2014

what is my mission?  what are my missions?  do I have any knowledge whatsoever of anything at all?  hide a clue.  if you have 72 clues, hide them.  some are lost, some are found, have fun.  serve the USA.  serve all of humanity.  inalienable rights.  the rights do not come from the Constitution.  the rights do not come from the Declaration of Independence.  the rights are inalienable, cannot be sparated from the person, from the body, from the soul, from the mind, from the Spirit, of the individual human being, given by God, if you so wish to believe, but even if you do not believe in God’s existence, the rights are inalienable.  among these rights is the right not to be tortured.

I bought a faulty object from the bookstore (I’ve had enough good experiences from this particular bookstore chain that I would prefer not to name it) but then I walked over to the Fargo Target, where I noted, over 4 or so hours, a father tormenting his own son as a control freak would.  “YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED LAST TIME!”  was it that the boy wanted root beer but the Father wanted him to drink diet sprite or something?  finally after trying to hook up this crappy device for 4 or 5 hours to something resembling an internet hook up network, I left and shouted, “I WILL NEVER SHOP AT TARGET EVER AGAIN!”  it was at this point that I took the crappy object and threw it on the ground and kept walking.

It was my purpose to try to make it over to the grocery store, where I have a relative who works for the same chain of grocery stores.  however, more and more cops showed up, asked questions (as if they cared what the answers were) and later I realized they were Target Fargo rentacops dressed as Fargo police.  of course they guided me onto the parking lot, when they all fell on me and injected me once again with evil chemicals to get me once again tortured in a torture palace (psychiatric hospital.)

the only purpose of the torture palaces (psychiatric hospitals) IS torture.  I don’t remember it, but I understand I put up quite a fight.  just before all the smack thugs closed in on me at the Target Fargo parking lot, I was screaming “RAPE!!!!!!!!”  of course the basis of psychiatry is rape, and nothing other than rape, because control freaks want absolute control.  to struggle is to be raped with a needle.

thus the origin of psychiatry is infinite hatred.  it is this infinite hatred that will bring about the extinction of the human race, if it is not exposed and moderated by concepts such as individual choice.  let’s say, for example, that individuals have the right to take or not to take a particular type of drug.  or no drugs whatsoever.  billions of dollars are at stake.  perhaps trillions of dollars.  eli lilly.  Bristol myers squibb.  “the slavers are coming.  the slavers are coming.  their names are eli lilly, Bristol myers and squibb.  they hate our freedom and they hate the madness lib.”

thus psychiatry always hates freedom of the individual.  if they respected the freedom of the individual, they would respect the right to take or not to take evil pills.

ultimately these are the very pills that fuck up the pineal gland, fuck up connection to the Power outside of the Cosmos, and fuck up testicles and the ability to come to an orgasm.  only the white race hates itself enough to try to castrate its own holy men, in more ways than one.

there is a war that will happen.  in some ways it is already happening.  anyone who loves psychiatry is my enemy.  psychiatry is an insane realm where you are treated like a 7 year old and money is taken from you until you are traded to various owners like a player card, because……..

join the CIA in your own way.

help the Mossad in your own way.

marry a German.  have an affair?  it has been done.

I have no fear.  I have no worries.  What, me worry?

what is the story of o?

what are the images of the story of o?

to USE

why?

wolf says:

SURVIVE

THRIVE

REPRODUCE

X.  UNDER THE BIG BLACK SUN.

not by the mint of my minty mint mint

January 26th, 2014

protect the mints

mine whisper-mint

the thought criminal and the 50 50

January 16th, 2014

we have entered the 7200th dimension

there are only 7200 dimensions

the equivalent of infinite dimensions

or is there an infinite number of dimensions, or 7300?

I do know I am 41

I am 22 years old

do I drink beer?

I give myself permission to do so

can I study the 12 steps?

I give myself permission to do so

can I or will I one day drive all the way to Detroit Lakes by myself in my own car that has no debt on it

carefully making sure I have a full tank of gas and enough credit cards etc.

to be able to buy gas when needed?

I give myself permission to do so

I already like a private investigator

like a public dick

(I am a public dick)

(I am a private dick but

when a private dick finds something out he must by law share it with the real authorities)

I like to call people a bit like Fletch

and Fletch Returns

and Fletch Returns One More Time

and Fletch makes a fool of himself and having sold out, gives an unending hellish panorama of hellish las vegas clichés

I don’t look down on relatives though

if they like to talk about las vegas all the time, it is time to fit in

I will only stay at the two queens

for the rest of my authorized and King James Authorized Version of my life.

getting back to the librarian in Detroit Lakes, she said the library could be found easily

she used the phrase “kitty corner.”

is there a “kitty corner” in Detroit Lakes?

is there such a thing as a “sex party” where the people just have sex in front of each other and don’t give a damn?

of course the wool was carefully pulled over my eyes in 1000 different ways by good and evil men

some people are convinced anti-sex is good

some people are labeled thought criminals

today I was told I could go thus far and no farther

to go no further past a certain hallway

and that if a certain phone rang, I was not permitted to answer it

although I can indeed answer the other 3 phones on the other side.

every day the rules change

Sheila let a fart so long ago, a little girl in about first grade

but I can still see the satisfaction

the look of satisfaction on her face

as she punishes those around her

as an ugly stupid somewhat retarded girl

but at least she can make our teacher and me smell this disgusting smell

what is the smell?

what is the stench?

is it blacks over whites?

is it women over men?

is it the permanent creation of a police state?

is it America as the world dictator?

what about the black prisons in Bulgaria where awful music is played at 50 or 100 decibels?  for 8 weeks at a time?  it is hard for those people to sleep

has America declared itself the god of this world?

because in church I learned that the god of this world is the devil or aligned somehow with the devil.

if we close off the borders at Mexico and Canada,

perhaps one day all the white men will be dead

perhaps one day all will go back to living in tribes

like the primitive American Indians.

is it true that white people are by nature more beautiful, powerful, good and true than, let’s say, black people?

what about the white girl I saw who had been tortured by a black pimp in Minneapolis?

I saw the torture in her eyes and she looked aside and smiled as if she knew one day the black pimp would be brought to justice, cosmic Justice, Ma’at.

I would be just as angry if anyone of any race tortured anyone of any other race and placed them into an involuntary situation such as sexual enslavement against their will.

having said that, there is straight people.  there is that category.  there is gay people.  there is that category.  then there are kinky people.

www.kink.com

www.hogtied.com

www.wiredpussy.com

www.devicebondage.com

www.nakedgord.com

www.houseofgord.com

www.themakingofo.com

and this world may not exist for too much longer.

why?

I wonder how much hospitality this world actually has.

if this world has no hospitality for the white race

perhaps amen ra will simply decide to destroy civilization.

perhaps

“Kublai heard from afar ancestral voices prophesying war.”

listen to the soundtrack to judge dredd

judge jury and executioner

put me in a cell 150 levels below ground

and because of the lack of hospitality to a good man

I wouldn’t be surprised if America is someday so hated around the world

that not one brick is left of any buildings in America.

part of the problem is “the will to power.”

Viktor Frankl, the survivor of a concentration camp, invented a means of addressing the challenges of finding meaning in life by inventing a set of tools for “psychotherapy” by the general name of “logotherapy” or “meaning centered therapy.”

is it true that the Germans want to take control of a planet?  Even the Japanese in the alternate universe (or is it the true universe) cannot stop them?  in one Philip K. Dick book there is a character that likens them to insects, like preying mantises because of what they did to the Jews.  In one concentration camp, according to a “friend” it was true that they forced the Jews to eat their own excrement and drink urine until the Jews died.  (the same as my experience (essentially) in some hospital wards which do not deserve to exist.  I hope someday that particular so called “hospital” is simply demolished and crushed, brick by brick, and the employees never employable again.)  in another concentration camp, Jews were simply put into a vacuum.  There was no air in it, just like in outer space (essentially).  Were the German Nazis wondering if blood would first come out of the Jews’ eyes?  or ears?  or mouth?  or nose?

Those who are anti-psychiatry have to be engaged in a dance.  Just today I was told that this and this was a privilege but that and that was now the new law.  Supposedly this was “for my own benefit.”

To be introduced to a family unit like a psychiatric ward both is and is not a family unit.  There are rules.

Is it now the rule that contact information can never be shared?  That email addresses can never be given?  That if I am a journalist with a web site, I can never share the web site address with other people in a place where I am?  Moorhead, Minnesota.  Home of the pseudo-control-freaks.  Fargo has some odd things happening.

Something happened within the last 6 to 12 months.

Pussy Krewe?

God Bless Them.

I don’t give a fuck.

I do serve the United States of America.

When in a game, there are rules.

There are areas not to go beyond.

There are meta-rules, by which rules can be set.

Is it KGB vs. CIA?

Is it Christianity vs. the Roman Empire?

Is it Christ Jesus against the world, which is dominated by the so called Prince of the World, the devil, or the devil’s top man?

Just say “The Lord Jesus Christ”

and already the Holy Spirit has entered your heart.

Get yourself a Bible.

Order.

Organization.

Money.

I am a Gnostic Christian

In my heart of hearts I am a Christian Scientist

97 dollars a year for the Christian Science Journal

“cunt”

“fuck”

I finally gave myself permission to say the word “cunt”

in a store called “pink”

there is something called “hooking”

there was a girl who produced “out of nowhere”

a woman’s underwear

with the words “yes please” over the cunt

so I asked for it, and I got it.

I said the words were over where the “cunt” was.

She thought I may have insulted her or it took her aback

Soon I apologized and she said “it’s all right.”

That was a turning point of my entire life.

But when looking at what is on hogtied.com

there comes a point when a woman says “fuck”

and that is the point at which she finally realizes she cannot lie, cheat, steal, use devilish inventions like credit cards, to cut off the dicks of men, she cannot rationalize, or imagine the destruction of the entire male race, imagine controlling a man with a remote control like a TV set.  when a woman in that situation says “fuck” that means she finally starts to smile.  She will be back for more.  She understands, then, finally, the superiority of the male race and the fact that women are made by God to be the “helpmeets” of men.

Study the Gorean lifestyle.

Gor.

and the postures of submission.

It is the woman’s nature to submit.

there is an insanity among women, especially true with Andrea Dworkin’s “philosophy” that says that all sex is rape.  thus among thought criminals, the thought crime itself is that sexuality is OK.  the man with an active dick and a man who can reach orgasm must be punished by sadomasochistic, ugly, and stupid women until they realize that they must submit to a much more powerful set of forces and give respect where respect is due, for the sake of their own honour as women, or at the very least, understand the risk and danger of disrespect to a law of Zeus, the law of hospitality to a guest, and how a royal should be treated.  am i a royal?  am i a commoner?  if i am a royal, treat me as a royal.  if i am a commoner, i have a friend in Jesus.  if i have “delusions” who gives a fuck?  only the idiots do.  and when the revolution comes, the idiots are the ones who will least

a dominant man needs……. what? a submissive woman who is fertile and young and able to bear many children, and who supports her Lord (her husband)

December 3rd, 2013

i have never gotten ANY hospitality

December 3rd, 2013

i would die for my country, the U.S.A. i was just about tortured to death 3 days ago in a torture hospital

December 3rd, 2013

i would rather die than make love to a girl who uses birth control

December 3rd, 2013

gorean

December 3rd, 2013

am i second alpha or the runt of the litter? does the mr. t sell cereal? “i pity the Fool ” or is he just a fool (smalll l?”) i do benefit from studying salesmanship and zig zig lar (all i wanna do is just a zig a zig ah) why is baby spice always wrinkling her nose when she talks about the n.?

November 27th, 2013

wha’ happened???

November 27th, 2013

remember me– the good

November 27th, 2013

love love love

November 26th, 2013

nothing you can do that can’t be done –the four lovely lads from liverpool but……….

November 26th, 2013

things change or MAKE

November 26th, 2013

whoa dude!

November 26th, 2013

do one thing at a time, do it as well as you can.

July 30th, 2013

1)  do one thing at a time.

do it as well as you can.

do the right thing.

do it because it is right.

and do it right.

(learn all you can about kenneth and gloria copeland’s ministries in fort worth, texas.  i have benefitted greatly from learning from them about the importance of reading the Bible.)

do the most important thing.

get enough nutrition, good food, enjoyable food.

speak the truth.

get enough rest.

get enough sleep.

if you can, set your work hours so that you can sleep late and get a few things done in the morning.

collect paper books before everything becomes electronic.  (i truly hope everything does NOT become electronic.

use the post office to send letters to relatives and loved ones before everything becomes electronic.  (i truly hope everything does NOT become electronic.)

use cash instead of credit cards before everything becomes credit cards.  (i truly hope everything does NOT become credit cards or cell phones because what if the Emperor someday is anti-Christian as in the days of 110 A.D. and Christians are not allowed to enter shopping centers or grocery stores, and Christians have to go out in the country to live, and then are hunted down?)

obviously, i am a Christian.  to the extent that i am in the corporate world, i am also corporate.  i am CORPORATE.  i am proud to be CORPORATE.  however, RESPECT is due to one’s SUPERIOR OFFICERS.  DUTY IS JOB ONE.

I AM AS PATRIOTIC AS MY FATHER.  IF I COULD BE ONE TENTH THE MAN MY FATHER WAS, I WOULD BE HAPPY.

I AM AS CHRISTIAN AS MY MOTHER WAS.  IF I COULD BE ONE TENTH THE CHRISTIAN AND ARTIST MY MOTHER WAS, I WOULD BE HAPPY WITH MY CHRISTIANITY AND MY ARTWORK.

note:  there is absolutely nothing wrong with a hobby.  one of my hobbies, as such, is something i love.  i love it with an undying love.  i love to do artwork.  i love to do art.  i love to watercolor paint sometimes.  i love to draw with pencil on paper.  sometimes i like to use black ink on white paper.

note:  this is a side note, yet it is an ABSOLUTELY IMPORTANT part of anyone’s life.  IF YOU ARE A MAN OF YOUR WORD, YOU WILL PAY OFF ALL OF YOUR JUSTLY ACQUIRED DEBTS.  PAYING OFF ALL OF MY JUSTLY ACQUIRED DEBTS IS JOB ONE IN MY LIFE.  IT IS OF THE HIGHEST PRIORITY.  I DON’T WANT TO BE A WANNABE LOWLIFE AND A WANNABE LOSER.  I WANT TO BE A MAN OF INTEGRITY, A MAN OF VALUES.  I WANT TO BE A MAN WHOSE WORD IS GOOD.  GOD IS EVEN HAPPIER WITH THE MAN WHO PAYS OFF DEBTS THAN HE IS WITH THE MAN WHO GIVES TO CHARITY.  READ THE RICHEST MAN IN BABYLON, A GREAT FINANCIAL PLANNING BOOK.  READ THE WORK OF DAVE RAMSEY, THE TOTAL MONEY MAKEOVER.  CHRISTIAN FINANCIAL PLANNING IS A KEY TO GREAT UNDERSTANDING OF HOW TO GAIN GOD’S FAVOR AND HOW TO PUT A MESS RIGHT AND HOW TO GET RIGHT WITH THE MAN UPSTAIRS.  (YOU’VE GOT TO GET RIGHT WITH THE MAN UPSTAIRS, GOD.)

moving away from watching TV

May 27th, 2013

i’m moving away from watching TV

not spending as much time watching TV

i would rather be on the internet or read a book, listen to music, listen to the radio

i no longer spend one penny on cable TV

no longer get cable TV

would not be willing to spend even one penny on cable TV if i could get it for that cheap

having said that, i do kind of miss the movies that would come on unexpectedly

yes i saw some good movies

so yes maybe if it were 5 bucks a month i might take cable TV

i don’t mean to say that all TV is evil or satanic.  far from it.  a lot of it is simply a waste of time

so please don’t misunderstand my recent posts

i think i’ve seen enough humor of the type of conan o brian or jimmy fallon

or jimmy kimmel

i’ve just moved on

God bless them though

and i do get some stations for free over the air

so….  good morning america sometimes has a certain magick

a kind of optimism

a kind of energy

i will miss a show that was on in the morning

in the heat of the night

sometimes it touched on racial strife and old money stories

it was well thought out, yet it was a small town in the south,

so it touched on a lot of different types of people, with law enforcement at the center

interactivity vs. being a taoist

May 26th, 2013

to play a game

to engage in interactivity with the internet

two identities, in psychiatry, oppose each other

the patient, and the psychiatrist.

to play a game is, in and of itself, aberrant, devious, deviant

yet it is sexuality itself

it is that which promotes intelligence and created humanity

to be on the internet

is interactivity

if you share your thoughts and feelings

to go before a psychiatrist

to open your mouth

going after a goal, a purpose,

the psychiatrist will see through it

and will then label you as this or that

and force drugs on you

better to be a taoist

do nothing

lay down on bed every so often

do nothing

enjoy doing nothing

interactivity by definition is playing a game

if you are playing a game, the psychiatrist will see it, if you are in a facility

so, be interactive on the internet

tell the truth

but then be a taoist.

take a break from the internet.

don’t go on the internet for a while.  an hour, or a day, or a few days.

be non-interactive.

think about what is truly important in life.

think of the phrase, “motion and rest.”

hook operation on the TV set, insults, fear

May 26th, 2013

what do we fear?

the TV set exists for some people, anyway,

in order to do “hook operation” on the soul of the fool

(or a potential fool)

and so the hook operation continues infinitely

through insults and hatred

the TV exists to try to find out what you fear

if you are an official enemy or a potential revolutionary

and then to create that scenario

do you fear being laughed at?

do you fear that one day you will discover that indeed you are a gay man?

do you fear that you will become gay and then never be able to come back to loving women sexually?

do you fear being insulted and laughed at, at the same time?

do you fear that one day you will go to prison?

do you fear you will attract the attention of the police, that you will be interrogated by the police?

do you fear you will always be alone?

do you fear you will be “the effeminate heterosexual?”

do you fear that even if you have a son, your son will call you gay?

do you fear you will never know who you are as a person?

do you fear?

the TV set exists through infinite hook operation in order to maximize fears, hatred, and to shape your view of who you are as a person through propaganda and hatred.

thus it is that on TV being gay is permanent, while in reality there are men who have lived a gay lifestyle, have repented, have embraced God, and have gone on to get married to a woman and be a father and a husband.

for whatever reason, the identity of being gay and the reality of the TV set are completely at one.  the so called identity of being gay, which is supposedly permanent, is one of the categories that is promoted by the satanic TV set.

the liberals who are in favor of equal rights for gay people, some of their comedians will then joke that michelle bachman’s husband is gay.  when in fact he is a courageous man who talks to people trapped by the gay lifestyle, who want to learn to love women.  the fact that he promotes the truth is the very reason he is hated so much by the anti-christians.

it is a form of satanic logic that goes like this:  some people are gay.  some people are straight.  you can’t help what you are.  it goes back to the day you were born.  it goes back to when you were conceived.  some men for example go from being straight, to being bisexual, to then being gay.  i don’t hate people.  i don’t hate anyone like that.  but i do think they are succumbing to a form of satanic logic that is all too common on the TV set.

another form of satanic logic is the idea that gay men have certain characteristics, and if you have those characteristics, then through “gay dar” you must be gay.  “gay dar” is like radar, supposedly, and people can tell if someone supposedly is gay.  interestingly, if you are polite, often that too is said to be a sign of being gay.  so, to be a Christian, to be honorable and respectful, to be chaste, is sometimes seen as evidence of being gay.  which of course is nonsense.

if you have a friend who openly and directly tells you that he does not believe in God, that he does not believe in marriage, that he does not believe a spirit or a soul exists, then avoid him.  he is not your friend.  if you are a Christian.  a Christian and an atheist cannot be unequally yoked even in friendship.  you can witness to him.  you can tell him about Jesus.  but that’s about all you can do.

so it is not unusual for someone like elton john to say, for example, that the world would be better off without Christianity, without religion of any kind.  it it not unusual for someone like elton john, a gay man, to say that Jesus himself was gay.

so you have a choice.  do you follow Jesus Christ?  or do you follow the world?

so what is the real form of logic?  just this:  follow Jesus.