we have entered the 7200th dimension
there are only 7200 dimensions
the equivalent of infinite dimensions
or is there an infinite number of dimensions, or 7300?
I do know I am 41
I am 22 years old
do I drink beer?
I give myself permission to do so
can I study the 12 steps?
I give myself permission to do so
can I or will I one day drive all the way to Detroit Lakes by myself in my own car that has no debt on it
carefully making sure I have a full tank of gas and enough credit cards etc.
to be able to buy gas when needed?
I give myself permission to do so
I already like a private investigator
like a public dick
(I am a public dick)
(I am a private dick but
when a private dick finds something out he must by law share it with the real authorities)
I like to call people a bit like Fletch
and Fletch Returns
and Fletch Returns One More Time
and Fletch makes a fool of himself and having sold out, gives an unending hellish panorama of hellish las vegas clichés
I don’t look down on relatives though
if they like to talk about las vegas all the time, it is time to fit in
I will only stay at the two queens
for the rest of my authorized and King James Authorized Version of my life.
getting back to the librarian in Detroit Lakes, she said the library could be found easily
she used the phrase “kitty corner.”
is there a “kitty corner” in Detroit Lakes?
is there such a thing as a “sex party” where the people just have sex in front of each other and don’t give a damn?
of course the wool was carefully pulled over my eyes in 1000 different ways by good and evil men
some people are convinced anti-sex is good
some people are labeled thought criminals
today I was told I could go thus far and no farther
to go no further past a certain hallway
and that if a certain phone rang, I was not permitted to answer it
although I can indeed answer the other 3 phones on the other side.
every day the rules change
Sheila let a fart so long ago, a little girl in about first grade
but I can still see the satisfaction
the look of satisfaction on her face
as she punishes those around her
as an ugly stupid somewhat retarded girl
but at least she can make our teacher and me smell this disgusting smell
what is the smell?
what is the stench?
is it blacks over whites?
is it women over men?
is it the permanent creation of a police state?
is it America as the world dictator?
what about the black prisons in Bulgaria where awful music is played at 50 or 100 decibels? for 8 weeks at a time? it is hard for those people to sleep
has America declared itself the god of this world?
because in church I learned that the god of this world is the devil or aligned somehow with the devil.
if we close off the borders at Mexico and Canada,
perhaps one day all the white men will be dead
perhaps one day all will go back to living in tribes
like the primitive American Indians.
is it true that white people are by nature more beautiful, powerful, good and true than, let’s say, black people?
what about the white girl I saw who had been tortured by a black pimp in Minneapolis?
I saw the torture in her eyes and she looked aside and smiled as if she knew one day the black pimp would be brought to justice, cosmic Justice, Ma’at.
I would be just as angry if anyone of any race tortured anyone of any other race and placed them into an involuntary situation such as sexual enslavement against their will.
having said that, there is straight people. there is that category. there is gay people. there is that category. then there are kinky people.
and this world may not exist for too much longer.
I wonder how much hospitality this world actually has.
if this world has no hospitality for the white race
perhaps amen ra will simply decide to destroy civilization.
“Kublai heard from afar ancestral voices prophesying war.”
listen to the soundtrack to judge dredd
judge jury and executioner
put me in a cell 150 levels below ground
and because of the lack of hospitality to a good man
I wouldn’t be surprised if America is someday so hated around the world
that not one brick is left of any buildings in America.
part of the problem is “the will to power.”
Viktor Frankl, the survivor of a concentration camp, invented a means of addressing the challenges of finding meaning in life by inventing a set of tools for “psychotherapy” by the general name of “logotherapy” or “meaning centered therapy.”
is it true that the Germans want to take control of a planet? Even the Japanese in the alternate universe (or is it the true universe) cannot stop them? in one Philip K. Dick book there is a character that likens them to insects, like preying mantises because of what they did to the Jews. In one concentration camp, according to a “friend” it was true that they forced the Jews to eat their own excrement and drink urine until the Jews died. (the same as my experience (essentially) in some hospital wards which do not deserve to exist. I hope someday that particular so called “hospital” is simply demolished and crushed, brick by brick, and the employees never employable again.) in another concentration camp, Jews were simply put into a vacuum. There was no air in it, just like in outer space (essentially). Were the German Nazis wondering if blood would first come out of the Jews’ eyes? or ears? or mouth? or nose?
Those who are anti-psychiatry have to be engaged in a dance. Just today I was told that this and this was a privilege but that and that was now the new law. Supposedly this was “for my own benefit.”
To be introduced to a family unit like a psychiatric ward both is and is not a family unit. There are rules.
Is it now the rule that contact information can never be shared? That email addresses can never be given? That if I am a journalist with a web site, I can never share the web site address with other people in a place where I am? Moorhead, Minnesota. Home of the pseudo-control-freaks. Fargo has some odd things happening.
Something happened within the last 6 to 12 months.
God Bless Them.
I don’t give a fuck.
I do serve the United States of America.
When in a game, there are rules.
There are areas not to go beyond.
There are meta-rules, by which rules can be set.
Is it KGB vs. CIA?
Is it Christianity vs. the Roman Empire?
Is it Christ Jesus against the world, which is dominated by the so called Prince of the World, the devil, or the devil’s top man?
Just say “The Lord Jesus Christ”
and already the Holy Spirit has entered your heart.
Get yourself a Bible.
I am a Gnostic Christian
In my heart of hearts I am a Christian Scientist
97 dollars a year for the Christian Science Journal
I finally gave myself permission to say the word “cunt”
in a store called “pink”
there is something called “hooking”
there was a girl who produced “out of nowhere”
a woman’s underwear
with the words “yes please” over the cunt
so I asked for it, and I got it.
I said the words were over where the “cunt” was.
She thought I may have insulted her or it took her aback
Soon I apologized and she said “it’s all right.”
That was a turning point of my entire life.
But when looking at what is on hogtied.com
there comes a point when a woman says “fuck”
and that is the point at which she finally realizes she cannot lie, cheat, steal, use devilish inventions like credit cards, to cut off the dicks of men, she cannot rationalize, or imagine the destruction of the entire male race, imagine controlling a man with a remote control like a TV set. when a woman in that situation says “fuck” that means she finally starts to smile. She will be back for more. She understands, then, finally, the superiority of the male race and the fact that women are made by God to be the “helpmeets” of men.
Study the Gorean lifestyle.
and the postures of submission.
It is the woman’s nature to submit.
there is an insanity among women, especially true with Andrea Dworkin’s “philosophy” that says that all sex is rape. thus among thought criminals, the thought crime itself is that sexuality is OK. the man with an active dick and a man who can reach orgasm must be punished by sadomasochistic, ugly, and stupid women until they realize that they must submit to a much more powerful set of forces and give respect where respect is due, for the sake of their own honour as women, or at the very least, understand the risk and danger of disrespect to a law of Zeus, the law of hospitality to a guest, and how a royal should be treated. am i a royal? am i a commoner? if i am a royal, treat me as a royal. if i am a commoner, i have a friend in Jesus. if i have “delusions” who gives a fuck? only the idiots do. and when the revolution comes, the idiots are the ones who will least